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“Eric’s Song”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Eric’s Song”

i scratch out a short list
of all the people that matter to me
turns out you’re the only one that gives as much as you receive
never leaving any doubt of who is the most important to me

it never gets any easier any time that you go
’cause all the people i know come and go
even now that i’m off on my own
you’re the one that keeps this place from feeling like home

i’m not as strong as  i need to be
you’re the only one who sees the real me
let me peel off all my my layers and show my true colors
i’m tired of being who people expect me to be
you’ve always loved me just as i am
and that is more than enough for me
’cause i never even needed their seal of approval

“Home”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Home”
completed on 11/22/07

the sigh of the jet engine
mirrors the exhale from my chest
because i’m heading back to the west
the darkness that covers the sky
is the same feeling that I have inside
i’m thousands of feet above the ground
soon to be the number of miles from those i call home

’cause the stars on the east coast shine brighter
when you’re surrounded by all your friends
’cause it’s not where you love that makes home
it’s the love from those that you know

the silence that suffocates my apartment
is broken by the charm of your voice
i have never felt so cold living alone
but your personality breathes warmth to this room

’cause the stars on the west coast shine brighter
when you share your time talking to me
’cause the clocks have never felt broken
until our bond made the hours fly by

and now the rockies are feeling like home
i swear you’re that bright star over me
even though the winter draws in the snow
your soul melts away all the cold

“K”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“K”
completed on 7/30/07

behind her glossy cover that sparkles so nicely in the light
are pages people have stepped on that have bruised her to her core
and her binding is coming undone but she won’t let it break
because that’s not how she was written
and that’s certainly not her fate

it’s like staring at the black and white pages of a coloring book
because all of life’s hardships have stolen all her color
and the tears shed from her eyes have caused the ink to run together
making the happy and sad stories bleed together

and she’s such a pretty cover
with a title glittering in gold
but once you read her prologue
she’s been through more than you would think
because even with her beauty she’s just like you and me

and if i could just hold her
i swear i could shelter her from the pain
let my fingertips brush across her cheeks
to brush away her tears
and listen to her speak ’cause she needs to know i care

so i want to write her resolution
so she can smile again
but i lack the words to complete her latest chapter
i never was an expert, just a boy with a soft heart
so i’m grasping for the answers hoping that something that i write
will feel to her like nonfiction
because she really is a novel worth reading word for word

“Trap”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Trap”
completed on 7/4/07

i see your face in every cloud
hear your voice in my favorite songs
i’ m not sure how things unraveled like this
from something that originally felt so right
i always told you don’t question what works so well
you and i were two of a kind
but somewhere in our perfect chemistry
some elements became quite unstable
because in a flash i’m standing in the middle of an explosion

in the storm of my emotions i see
images of things before the natural disaster
flashes of disappointment light up my night
sheets of confusion rain down from the sky
and when the dust settles all that’s left
are doubts of what used to be

perhaps you hid your motives and camouflaged your insecurities
so i stepped into your trap
hanging upside down from the vines of your control
with nothing but lost time slipping out of my pockets and blood rushing to my head
i wish i could say i felt more than that
maybe i should have questioned what i thought worked so well

“Seek”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Seek”
completed on 6/30/09

you can feel my eyes revolve around you
like a moon you never knew
i’m sure you don’t know what i’m thinking
my eyes seem deep but i’m not digging far into your sand

i would love to trace the coasts of your lips
my mind reels in the thoughts of your rolling hills
feel my hands wash over all your terrain
taste the salt off your glistening skin
watch your trail expose the secrets your body holds

but i know i really should be
exploring the depths of your sea
so you won’t slip through, like grains of sand
the gaps between my fingers

i’m looking down on you from a bird’s eye view
when i should be studying the details of your soul with a fine tooth comb
i’ll put you through an x-ray machine to focus on what really matters
put a stethoscope on your chest to listen for the slightest tremble
look at you with a microscope to admire all your subtle features
’cause your real beauty lies deep within

“Words”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Words”
completed on 6/26/07

and i know they’re just words on a screen
but your sentences just seem to pierce right through me
from safety i tell you how i feel
not sure i could do it any other way
because i haven’t been this open for so long
but you have this way of feeling like home

i wish i could fill you in
but i’m scared i might overwhelm you
dreaming of all the impossibilities
it’s a race where imagination is already too far ahead of reality
i wish i could reach through this screen
and whisper in your ear
tell you everything that i really feel

i feel like a patient under an x-ray machine
because everything i tell you makes it easier to see inside me
but i’m scared if you look for too long
you’ll see all the cracks in my soul

but they are more than just words on a screen
because the string of letters act like adrenaline to me
your thoughts oxygenate me
and control the beat of my heart
which stops when i read that you smiled

so maybe i can’t get you out of my head
but who wants to forget a work of art?
maybe i’ll admit that i noticed your beauty
but right now it’s your words that really count

“Smile”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Smile”
written on 5/27/07

she said, ‘don’t do that,
you’ll lead them on’
‘don’t you dare hug them,
it’s all so wrong’
‘i don’t like it when you talk to her
and hang out with them.’

but i took her pill, the kind that drained my soul
i could feel the change as my personality crumbled away
her kindness could taste so sweet
that i overlooked the bitterness of her jealousy

i watched the social circles that once surrounded me
become the noose around my neck of her control
suffocating under her scrutiny
the affection she gave was just enough for me to breathe

but now i’ve freed myself of her iron grip
i feel my leaves begin to regrow
my roots grow deep in this brand new soil
as i show my once forbidden smile

“Memory Lane”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Memory Lane”
completed on 10/23/06

the elderly man slowly struggles down the street
clinging to his cane just to make it to the next block
he feels so frail and past his prime
he’s overcome with sadness knowing he lacks a lot of time
a teardrop forms and runs down his cheek
gravity pulls it down to his feet
the tear meets a puddle on the concrete
which the ripples transform into a time machine

he looks into the water’s reflection
but rather than the wrinkles and gray hair to which he is accustom
sees a much younger version of himself

age 6:
he’s up to bat at a tee ball game
scores the winning run and smiles as he watches
his teammates jump up and down with delight

age 17:
he lost a few friends when he resisted peer pressure
but he showed his true colors and made his parents proud

age 21:
the young adult walks across the stage
his parents cry with tears of pride
he finished first in class despite all the time he spent courting his future wife

the ripples calm, changes the reflection

age 37:
he sits in the stands, cheering his heart out
his two boys tear down the field
it doesn’t matter how they play, he can only be proud

age 58:
over 25 years of showing his love every day
his every breath solely for his wife and kids
they still love the dad who never quite grew up

age 73:
he laid his wife to rest a short time ago
and his kids are now living lives of their own
so now he spends his time awaiting their return

the sun comes out from behind the clouds

reflects off the water and lights up his eyes
he smiles to himself – he knows he’s lived a good life
continues his walk down memory lane with a renewed jump in his step

“The Well”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“The Well”
written on 10/11/06

he runs away from the city streets
to the soft green hill he knows so well
he comes here to escape the noise
and to find himself again
he rests his hands on this tarnished well
one he has intentionally avoided for years
he stares into the black abyss
that harbors all his fears

he’s startled by the hand that just touched his shoulder
a beautiful girl who went out of her way to find him
he’s stunned when she asks what lies inside that tunnel
no one’s ever bothered to look that deep into him before

he returns his gaze to the depths of that tunnel
and then shares with her his deepest fears
“i’m scared of the dark just as much as being alone
i never feel attractive enough
i worry i’ll always have a job that bores me
and what if love has given up on me?”

she grabs his hand and squeezes it tight
“let’s fill this well with something else”
holds out her hand and drops a penny
“i wish to fill your emptiness with love and happiness”

“Domino Effect”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Domino Effect”
written on 10/5/09

she crushed my heart with these simple words:
‘it’s over, i don’t feel the same anymore’
at that moment a piece of my heart was lost forever
in that earth-shattering instant i felt my heart stop
the traffic on the street froze
the clock didn’t tick
and every person in sight lost all their motion

i thought i moved on
but three girlfriends later the feelings have never been the same at the first
what if  i will never be able to love the same way?
what if this becomes a cycle after your first love:
that we become jigsaw puzzles containing missing pieces
unable to give the next person all of your heart
how do you prevent the broken-hearted from stopping to love unconditionally?

i want to share the cure to avert this domino effect
but i don’t have a clue how to make the antidote
will it take your soul mate to complete your puzzle?
how do you get over your first love?
i’m dying to know but i don’t have the answer
the only thing i’m sure of is that i want these missing pieces back