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“Love and Emptiness”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Love and Emptiness”
written on 10/3/06

“paint me a love song”
but the colors aren’t right
the sadness is smearing what love really is
with all of my emptiness
i can see only black and white

like a used battery i’m not what i used to be
i’m missing that spark that charged my personality
i swore to never let my spirits become broken
but there’s no greater distance than between love and emptiness

when all of your friends have found someone special
it’s just one more reminder thrown in your face
even the brightest lamp slowly burns out
when there’s no one there to take care of the flame

i want to fight off the wind on my own
there really shouldn’t be any problem with being alone
but secretly i pray that a beautiful girl
will rekindle my flame before the wick burns out

“Broken Threads”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Broken Threads”
written on 10/3/06

i have a curse
every time with every fight
my flame for you slowly smolders away
like eroding sand my heart crumbles away
after every fight i never feel quite the same way

this has happened before
one more restriction and one more new rule
making me feel like i’m losing how i’m supposed to be
so now there’s one less shadow walking next to me
and no one to keep me company

the fights we had were like dynamite
one huge explosion but nothing to build on
without compromise there was nothing to mend
the broken threads from my heart
so now my love for you has all spilled out

“Footprints in the Sand”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Footprints in the Sand”

it’s hard during times like these to keep my head up
there’s empty chairs at the dinner table
making this house not as warm as it used to be
but i can’t give up
this is my opportunity
to cherish the greatest family

to my mother and father who poured my foundation
my pillars of strength who fed my veins with undying love and support
i thank you for making me me

to my brother, my best friend
who always kept my endorphins alive
younger in age but not much else
a bond that will never be broken

family meals and adoring fans
sincere advice and loving hands
a model for how things should be

from playing with toys on the bedroom floor
to lectures on how to behave
bending over backwards for me whenever i was ill
and being kissed and tucked in every night
i couldn’t ask for anything more

unlike footprints in the sand there isn’t a flood that can
wash these great memories from me

“Lauren”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Lauren”
written on 10/2/06

she has the kind of eyes that are one-in-a-million
and she sings in a way i won’t hear again until i’m in heaven
she has the most beautiful hair and the looks of an angel
but she doesn’t see what she’s got

i need you to see yourself the way that  i see you
i need you to know how much i care
it feels like a million daggers are stuck in my heart
when i see that sad look in your eyes
i want you to believe in yourself like i do

i want you to call me if you’re ever sad and lonely
i really love cheering you up
i want you to know i’ll always be there
you never can forget your first love
i always carry memories of you around

i want you to dance through your house every night
i want you to sing your heart out
i want to see that sparkle of joy in your eyes
there’s nothing like seeing you smile
i want to see all your Lauren-ness radiate out

she has the most innocent eyes that never fail to see right through me
you’ll always have a piece of my heart
you’re the most unique girl that i’ve ever met
i want you to see what you’ve got

please sit close to me and know that you’re loved
you wow me just by being yourself
always look for the bright side and keep your chin up
there’s absolutely nothing better than seeing you smile

“Ocean”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Ocean”
written and recorded with Nicole Voute on 9/30/06

you’re the sun that rises over the horizon to warm my soul
you’re the waves that surround me and sweep me off my feet
you’re the star that guides me to your arms when you’re away
and you’re the only thing that keeps me from falling apart

(chorus):
let me put my feet in your footprints because that’s where i want to be
and let me lay by the ocean and let your love wash over me
i don’t care if i get dirty because you always see the real me

your eyes sparkle like the ocean
and your smile lights the sky
your touch makes me feel like i am walking on water
and your kiss carries us away

(chorus)

let’s stop time at noon so that your rays can penetrate my skin forever

“Just Like the Movies”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Just Like the Movies”
written on 9/16/06

the reel is spinning
the lights are out
the projector is playing my future life
this can’t be just a romantic movie
i need it to be more than fiction

the opening scene – “cupid’s arrow”
that stunning gaze shot right through my heart
my heart is racing, outweighs my fears
a few compliments, the embers ignite

the second act – “the seed is planted”
the butterflies have still not faded
every kiss just like the first
holding hands and uncontrollable laughter
we dance to music playing from our souls
we draw attention but we don’t care
we hold the world between our hands

the third selection – “undying affection”
the lovebirds act just like magnets
she still grabs my face, i still hold her tight
we both can’t hide our delight
she’s embedded in my soul
she says the only words i ever needed to hear

the next chapter – “still supportive”
i still comfort her every time she cries
she still cheers me up every time she doesn’t see me smile
we both know we have something most can only dream of
we profess our love and kiss through the night
and all the while still holding each other tight

the final scene – “a wedding chapel”
two new rings, one old love
two sincere vows for one unioned soul
another kiss just like our first

the encore plays – “we beat the odds”
many years from now we remain the same
holding hands and uncontrollable laughter
we still dance to music playing from our souls
we still draw attention but we don’t care
we still hold the world between our hands
and between our hands, our wedding bands

the reel is spinning
the lights are out
the projector is playing my future life
this can’t be just a romantic movie
this story will be so much more than fiction

“Angels”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Angels”

superficial beauty plastered everywhere
we’re all obsessed with the latest trends
while half the world withers away
we die for the latest fashions

so wrong is the deaf ear turned from
a situation so far bleak
we ignore the circumstances around us
as we confuse our wants and needs

(chorus):
we all could be angels if we tried
don’t close your eyes
we can’t afford to let this moment pass us by
hold out your hand
to a needy soul
and i guarantee your soul will soar sky-high

what some would give
for just one meal
if we cast aside our selfish side
what godsends we could be

“Silhouette”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Silhouette”

put down the glass
it’s not like you need it to feel alive
everyone’s just looking for an escape
but it’s not the safety net that will save you

a kaleidoscope of bottles
everyone of them deceptive in their intent
marketed to extravagance
but will leave you a shadow of who you used to be
you’ve got to shake off that addiction

so reach down, down deep to what makes you happy
the emptiness in your soul can’t be filled by another bottle
take a deep breath and one sober step forward
you can let it go

life’s more than the blurred visions and temporary highs
so reach out – past the crowded bars and drunken masses
grab my hand
i know I can save you
because I once was you

“Just a little bit of baggage”

i collapse in front of this rundown hotel
a bleeding heart and a worn out soul
you see, it feels as if there is not enough air to breathe
and if you knew everything that has happened to me
then you would see why I am holding on to

just a little bit of baggage
just a few shades of loneliness
just a few hats that can’t hide this troubled mind

the bellman grabs me by my worn-thin shirt
and asks what the hell is the matter with me
i struggle to say so i hold out a note which says
my mother is gone and my brother has left
leaving an empty soul and a suitcase full of

just a little bit of baggage
just a few shades of loneliness
just a few hats that can’t hide this troubled mind
just a few socks of memories i can’t let go

the bellman says ‘let me give you a hand’
but i decline, ‘i can make it on my own’
i won’t let go of this heavy case
but even if i had the strength my friends are too many towns away
so that is why i cling to

just a little bit of baggage
just a few shoes not knowing where to go
just a few pants of wishing i could turn back time

and that is why i must try to walk on by…

“Unjaded”

Posted: November 7, 2009 in Lyrics, Poem
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“Unjaded”
written on 9/13/06

i’ve been warned that I wear my heart on my sleeve
but i’ve always wanted to love openly
i can say that I’ve been hurt when you walked away
but i won’t regret what I’ve gained
i’m stronger now than I used to be

it hurts when you love with your whole heart
just to not receive the same
and i’ve been dumped by too many girls that didn’t like the way i showed them affection
but my biggest fear is when people say
time has made them jaded
if you gave them your all and you reached for the stars
then you are exactly who you are supposed to be