(un)family
completed on 01.29.16
sometimes blood isn’t thicker than water
the choice of obscurity over me
focusing on their pride
while i struggled to survive
the worst excuse that i could see
’cause this isn’t how a family should be
torn between anger and love
an emptiness i can’t get rid of
so i’ve washed away the stains
tried to sweep away the pains
unearth the purpose for this life
to prevent living an empty dream
i’ve stumbled for so long
felt lost more than i’ve been found
an aftermath that doesn’t make sense
unclear who’s on my side of the fence
i need love to light the stars
so i can find my way back home
need you as my compass so i don’t roam
only change can slowly mend these scars
transient 